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Favorite Music: The realisation that I still don't know what I'm doing here, Put in perspective I am nothing, It feels like something has been wasted, and I am fading.Time is growing against me as I grow tired of being. Just another soul spent searching for something inside, I hate my fucking guts, I hate desire, I hate lust, I hate humanity, I hate instinctively, I hate this fucking world for fucking hating me. The chasm in my chest. Screams of resounding emptiness. I've never tasted this bitterness. I never felt this solitude, worthlessness. So what great vision is this to sail amongst the vast indifference? Accept a trail to hollow senses, where only tragedy breaks the numbness. So what great epiphany, will spell out beneath my feet? Chain my wrists, and admit defeat, imprisoned by 'the clarity'
So is this destiny, a doubtful life, feeling empty? Worst of all to make me guilty, blindest of the blind, telling me to see. I might hate this world, I might hate myself. But I wont be a wasted soul, another ghost like everyone else

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lately i've been criticized about how people think im just too much of an asshole, how i dont belong in the music scene and criticizing me on my religious views and my choice for being straightedge.

first of all, i gave my life to christ on 11/07/07 on a retreat that i was forced to go on and my life has changed so much since then. and no i will not shove religion down your throat.

second - im straightedge for alot of reasons:

1) everyone i used to smoke and drink with either has… Continue

Posted on June 19, 2009 at 6:56pm

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At 9:31am on May 14, 2009, LipsLikeSugar19 said…: hey whats up? thank you for adding me as a firend. I hope to chat with you soon, bye.

At 10:12pm on June 24, 2009, Sanka said…: (she says non-sarcastically) Im sorry people are saying bad things about your music. I write songs and play guitar and lots of people just dont get my songs, but it helps me get through life. I dont usually listen to to your kind of music but i think you did a pretty good job. Just keep going. Dont let people youve never met (or anyone else) discourage you. :)